Awe Jen, I am so sorry to hear that your whole pelvic area is in some kind of "spasm" and that it hurts to have sex : (((. That sucks BIG deal : ( !!! I had no pain there or during orgasms , but was so afraid to have it often since I imagined it might put extra pressure on my fissure that had that stupid 6 o'clock position ! I even avoided tampons !!!
Fissures effect so many aspects of our lives and doctors just can't fathom that - so, so sad : ((.