by bgd » 16 Dec 2013, 19:42
My nightmare begins again. CRS again destroyed me badly. I made the mistake to go to a routine checkup, just to make sure everything is OK before the holidays. Of course he insisted again on the massage and I must've gotten into some sort of Stockholm syndrome, cause for some reason I didn't oppose as firmly as I should've. Like getting out of the room.
The result was much worse than I expected, blood and muscle so tense that I could barely eliminate stool, although soft. Pain afterwards is excruciating, I estimate that I dropped back at least 6 months. Nothing helps, gel, baths, 4 painkillers so far. I just sent the worst curse text messages to my CRS in the middle of the night. I'm thinking malpraxis, battery, hire a hitman, request botox for free. Or just put an end to my miserable life.
To make it even more puzzling my fissure is only 2-3 mm long, so this pain is unexplainable. Fistula is healed at least.
My holidays are ruined.
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bgd on 17 Dec 2013, 05:11, edited 1 time in total.