by Hopefull123 » 20 Feb 2018, 16:52
I am in the US. I have a wonderful proctologist available all the time and can do a surgery within days if I want to. Personally I was frightened of surgeries and such as I have never been in a hospital in my life and have never been sick. This shock has been emotionally changing even my optimistic personality. I think I need to face certain fears in life and become stronger and braver. I think that whatever happens to us is for a reason, and when we ask and realize the reason, learn the lesson, then the need of the lesson is no longer applicable and it disappears. Along with positive thinking of course, we need to evaluate our lives as a whole and work on certain areas. Everyone knows what they are, but they have to admit it to themselves.
I think forgiveness to ourselves and everyone else is important to begin with. Forgive EVERYONE, regardless of they have realized that they have hurt you. But it has to be sincere with love, as in a higher level, everyone,s souls are pure. I am getting a little spiritual here but this is what I believe and I have seen patterns correlated with my thoughts, emotions and the events that happen to me. I had a boss a while ago that was cruel and heartless. He made our lives a living hell. One day I decided to send love and light to him and forg8ve him sincerely. I let go of all the anger. In a week he changed his demeanor and way of managing us dramatically
There was no more tension in the office. My stress disappeared. I believe this was not a coincidence. I have let go of the health events that lead to my fissure. If I didn't go to be a juror, I wouldn't have eaten in that dirty cafeteria and have gotten that horrible stomach flu. I asked why did that happen, see how it turned my life upside down. I was angry at the destiny, but now I have forgiven these events and have let go. This is the life game and I have realized how much stronger i have become and that i am taking the final action of bravery to eliminate it once and for all.