my doctors just phoned me 15 mins ago, he wanted to let me know that he has manage to book me in to an other local hospital,(the one at brechin tabby)
for a Flexible Sigmoidoscopy ....

i fear the worst, he said this was a simple proceedure, but i wont be nocked out, i will be awake,
i got himto spell this to me so i cud look it up, and omg
i thinking with fisssures nd this swelling,lump or wotever it is will be agony, he`s got me booked in for the 16th of feb omg, his has got to hurt,
wtf, why this wen he knows am the way i am, has any1 else had this done, if so was it sore, i cant handle a digit inspection at the mo, so why this has he decide.... i never gt to ask any questions as it was all very sudden, etc