Dear Lars - I am so sorry for the pain you felt - but it is unfortunately expected from time to time until you heal completely

! As long as your poop is soft you have nothing to worry about. Maybe it was little bit too mushy and was full of the stomach acid and it burns the wound :( . Although painful - it does not do damage , just causes worry and discomfort. Did you try a long soak afterwards? Also, try to eat pretty bland diet, you know, no spices, or very sour things and no alcohol yet either and such. But again, our butts sometimes just act weird with no apparent reason . The other day I had a big BM and was sure that pain will follow and that my skin tag will enlarge when I look at it - guess what - NOTHING. This afternoon I had thin poop and now i feel some pain

and irritation . It is maddening LOL, but try to ignore those little mishaps - ALL is normal in the first 12 weeks , even longer with more complicated procedures. Sometimes you might even feel a pain upper in the anus or even tail-bone - butts are crazy entities and we have to accept that and try not to panic.
You are basically "fresh of the knife" LOL, and I know that you can't wait to be normal again and especially after good day, a bad one can make us despair since we had a glimpse of a GOOD LIFE !!! So, I completely understand you, Lars buddy, just you have to be patient and be ready for those crazy pains from time to time until one day you will be FREE again and it will happen in couple of months.
Do you have any understanding friends that can spend time with you on bad days, or family - brothers or sisters ? It must be hard to be all alone in new house and having to deal with this

.
But you have us , at least , and it is OK to whine here and express your feelings - that is why this place exist.
I am sure next day will be much better for you
