Been trying to call the hospital for days but they won't give me an answer will try again tomorrow. Got weird pain at the mo. Almost like severe itch at 5 6 and 7

WARNING PICS IN THIS GALLERY!! http://postimg.org/gallery/nx63ix92/

any input would be great. pains quite bad right now..

I have a date!!! And sadly no not the type with roses. But I called the med secretary today and she has booked me in for June the first for my EUA!! I'm so happy but petrified. It's only an eua but shall I give Her free reign to do what she feels is best ie hemmoroidectomy/fissure tony/Botox etc?

a bit of a better day today and it tied in to my annual leave :) was able to drive to the supermarket with no issues and just had a lovely hot bath with none of those pinchy pains! wonderful day.

J x

what a terrible terrible day.

I actually went on a night out last night, and booked a hotel to stay over and had some big laughs with friends, slight pain but nothing I couldn't handle.

went to bed at mightnight (such a rebel!) and woke up feeling fine.

the hotel had a late checkout policy which worked for me, I got a bit of a lie in and went to check out at 11:30

went to my car in the carpark to find glass everywhere, and the inside of my car in shambles. Someone had broken in, ripped my car apart and stolen my satnav/spare phone/chargers that were all hidden away in the glovebox. Had to file an incident with the police and asked the hotel to submit CCTV, with all the stress my bowels kicked off and had to go to the loo and of course was rushing and pushed too hard. pain pain pain. tears. more pain. Drove home sat on broken glass (the word play here is almost too perfect) and now I'm home alone with my windows boarded up as it's about to rain and I'm feeling so so rubbish. I don't get the best of luck in all honesty there are some horrible horrible people in the world.

J

Oh good grief! I am so sorry this happened to you FF. It almost feels like punishment for going out and enjoying yourself doesn't it? Well, I hope not but that is how I feel when things like that happen to me.

There are some really awful people in this world! Sounds like you have a very sensitive bowel. That must makes things really difficult with the butt troubles. I hope things settle down for you really soon. If I were you I would treat myself to a nice long warm bath.

Bad evening. Been in bed with horrible pain. Had a look in mirror it looks so inflamed and I can see more tiny fissures. hemmoroids are obviously a problem along side these I can't believe I still have to wait for June before my EUA. In such a dark place right now

How could my doctor say there is nothing wrong with me? http://s2.postimg.org/hm2hnqml5/image.jpg

That does look very sore, and clearly a fissure if you ask me! I know what you mean about wait times. We have a similar situation here in Canada with our public health system. Is there a chance you could get another opinion. Sure seems to me you don't need a scope to see your fissure. Maybe you could find a CRS that would try botox on you?

I hopefully will get botox when I have my EUA. but I called them today and she said there is no way she can see me sooner. it's a wait until june 1st for now