by Rachael 1984 » 10 Jun 2014, 15:16
Hi everyone,
Just thought I'd update... I've had a good few weeks of minimal pain and control of this hell. But today there was some stinging again on BM and I've just lost the will to live.... I'm sooooo sick of counting Fibre, checking what I eat, lubricating my bottom, worrying about pain, being miserable when I'm sore and in pain, that I just want to go and jump off the nearest bridge. 2years in Sept.... Can't take much more of this crap! I'm still waiting to hear back since my tests. Think I'm going to call the CRS secretary tomorrow. Even if I ever get this sorted out, I'm sure I'm going to be mentally damaged for life....
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.